NCIS

Sometimes I get way too attached to my TV. I connect way too much with characters and situations to the point where I might actually be crazy. 

On that note, NCIS has been crazy emotional for me for the past two episodes. Deaths of parents always bug me, but this was just rough.

Anyways… Last episode was Christmas themed and Tony Sr. came to visit. The whole episode was a blur because I was so upset that Tony named his goldfish Kate. Kate who was always kinda serious, but fun. Kate who got shot in the head 7 years ago. 

Sorry, I had to see it to believe it again. 

It hurts to know that Tony hasn’t moved on. It hurts so much

And I still think of his pain this week, when I watch the episode, but oh wait! Eli and Ziva steal the show. 

Eli desperately wants to be a part of Ziva’s life, but Ziva’s all like, no you’re a monster. But at dinner, someone does a drive by of Vance’s house and horrible things happen. 

Ziva busted out her crazy Israeli balls. She shot the guy in the car, made him crash and sounded surprised he was injured. As if Ziva doesn’t shoot to kill. So she and Gibbs (who has magically found her) chase this SOB down and the killer takes a suicide pill. That Ziva tries to force out of him, but he’s already dead.

The part that made me cry was when she comes back to the house and McGee and Tony kinda tell her her father is dead. She runs to him screaming abba, and holds him up and she cries. 

That was her whole family. Her sister, Tali, died young, and so did her mother (I think). Ziva had to kill her own brother after Kate died, and now her father. Gibbs once said that Ziva had been through more than anyone could imagine. She’s going to have to break eventually. 

Oh, and Vance’s wife dies. Whatever. 

I’m not sure if I can deal with next week’s episode. If Ziva doesn’t throw knives at someone, I am going after the dude myself.